Lord, what is going on with me? Every day I have to fight for contentment. It’s been much easier to get into Your word (thank You for planting that desire in my heart!), but it’s been much harder to find joy throughout the day. I am worn out and it’s keeping me from recognizing You in my daily life. The repetition of getting up early, driving to work, studying, working, driving home, studying some more, and going to bed knowing I will do it all again tomorrow is wearing me out.
Where does the problem lie?
Is it my job? Am I enjoying what I’m doing? Most of the time, yes… I love getting to do math everyday.
Is it a physical problem? Am I not getting enough rest? I’m getting my 8 hours in every night, yet I am still tired.
Is this an attitude problem? Am I being too pessimistic? Am I not looking to You for strength, patience, and joy?
Lord, help me to discover the secret of being content in any situation. Continue to write on my heart that I can do all things through Christ. Give me a new perspective so that I may see joy through everything I do, no matter how mundane it may seem. Help me to see things the way You see them.